Moon Day Thoughts

I used to, I can’t say I’ve eliminated the issue, have a problem with authority figures. Maybe it’s because I’m one of the younger siblings of a large sect or wanting to be perfect or wanting to belong. Whatever the reason, I’m peeping it.

I’m working on addressing it in the moment. Or should I say, adjusting it. Asking myself if it’s my ego that heard a certain thing and if so, how may my Higher Self interpret it? All too often in the past, I’ve held regrets for my impulsive reactions, emotionally, due to triggers. Man, I’d like to know all my triggers so I can be aware when they approach me. That’s emotional freedom in my opinion; having access to all my emotions and being able to choose which one I’d like to engage with.

I know I can’t control everything and I don’t know if I want to or not but I do know there are ways to manage emotional responses so sign me up! Ever since I was a little girl, I’ve felt disconnected from the driver’s seat of my emotions. I was embarrassed whenever I cried out of frustration or anger because from the outside, and untrained eye, it resembled sadness and weakness.

Empowering my emotional Self is becoming somewhat of an obsession to me. If so, isn’t freedom worth it?