Sun Day thoughts

It’s an unfortunate thing but a blessing in disguise to suddenly wake up and realize you’ve been undervaluing yourself. The blessing is that you can move different now. The unfortunate thing is that you’ve been moving in a way that doesn’t serve you.

I’ve recognized the patterns I’ve been indulging and let’s just say, yikes. I can go back and dive and investigate into when it started to begin and why, however it’s in this moment that I’m focused on. Life is what you make it and I don’t want to look back a year from now, seeing the truth in hindsight when I can be aware now.

I’ll just say this: when you’ve gotten so used to accepting standards that are below the bar, when something that’s bare minimum comes along, it’s all too easy to conflate it for something more than it actually is. If you don’t have the self-confidence and lens of a high self-worth, you’ll find yourself back in the same cycles you’ve been so unimpressed and unfulfilled in, again. Of course it looks familiar and feels “safe” and comfortable to you, it’s the same lesson in a different form.

Are you going to learn from it this time or will you let life pass you by, on a journey of mediocrity?

I’m choosing a new adventure.